So I had a conversation with Lois tonight on facebook. I was really discouraged and she gave me many words of encouragement. With the way that I am feeling its hard to take it all in, so I am just gonna post her words. Hopefully I can feel the hope soon.
Feelings are deceitful and ever changing... one min your happy, the next numb, then depressed, then you dont even know what you are feeling... you cant live life based on how your feeling, its truth you need to live by not emotions, the truth is that you are not hopeless, you are not helpless, there is hope, there is something out there that is bigger than you and that can put all of your broken pieces back together as if it were never broken.
Its difficult, i know the feeling of feeling lonely, i know it well, but there comes a point in life where there needs to be a stand and say "thats it , no more"... look ahead, look at christ, never take your eyes off him , for it is than that you fall deeper into brokenness, and dont be fooled , it does take time to heal, it doesnt happen over night, its a process that is painful but so worth it when completed
i am thankful that you feel our genuine love for you and that we do deeply care about you. most importantly God loves you beyond words and its hard to see it when your in a hard place. i do pray for you and whether you believe it or not, this to shall pass and you will smile once again, you will experience true deep joy and you will know how to feel peace and happiness consistently
you are a brave woman and have such a bright and beautiful future, dont let anything or anyone including yourself say that you are worthless or that you have lack of value , you are full of value
you are precious and you are important part of this life
it is hard, it is difficult, nothing comes easy however those things we fight for are worth the pain some timesdont be discouraged, dont feel hopeless, there is so much to life that you can not see but i tell you, keep your chin up,,, and the best part of this , is that you dont need to fight, you dont need to be strong because the Lord will do it for you, He will carry you when you cant walk.
He will pick you up when you fall, He is there to fight for you when you have no fight, you just need to be still and just trust Him and trust that you are deeply loved. what i do know is that God does hear you, He hears your cries, He sees your pain and is holding you in His hands, dont give up, dont give up, dont give upi am always here... i do care about you deeply, i do cherish you and your life, i do love you, i will continue to pray, i will pray that you may feel Gods love and His voice that is speaking over you and into you, i pray that your ears will hear and that your eyes will see what God wants to show you and tell you,,, He is just waiting to sing love songs over you and to speak truth of who you were created to be...
Thank you Lois.
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